so i'm trying to find out more about transitioning from female to male. specifically canadian information. it seems as though there is next to no info to be found. especially as an FTM of color here in canada. when i check online there are pracitically pop-ups about this subject for those living in the US, but for Canada???? I've hit more dead ends than I can imagine. I wish there was a billboard or even a commercial with info. especially when i'm growing hair on my face that i can't explain, don't even have a doctor that i go to regularly, limited resources and definitely no money........
been on the waiting list at sherbourne health centre for what seems like too long, but in reality is only 3 months. i know, patience is a virtue, but days like today are a killer to get through.
i'm glad i have my wife to talk to when i feel like i'm at my wits end. it's a beautiful thing when you have someone that loves you enough to support you through something as intense and terrifying and also something that can make you virtually a societal leper when you think about.
i'm also glad that i love myself enough to have the courage to stick with my conviction. i've already let go and am finally letting GOD when it comes to my transitioning, T, surgery, the whole nine.

now i just need to help HIM to help ME.

Lord, give me strength.